resarciate.

I just watched a spooky episode of Courage the Cowardly Dog!

I cleared some of my subscriptions on YouTube AND my GoogleReader.
I am not succumbing to Tumblr! (yet)

I listened to a ton of new music eg. Tegan & Sara and Julian Casablanca. The Strokes is coming to Singappore! Not. I wish they’d just come already!!

I finished my summariessss early today. But only because I didnt read the readings first. Ahh fuck ‘em.

I downloaded cool Firefox add-ons!! I am in glee just looking at them now. B-)))))

I finished watching HIMYM S4!!! Sharlene says not to watch S5 so I wont. Ted will never meet The One. HIMYM is just gonna be F.R.I.E.N.D.S v.2009

I tried installing my printer but that failed…

But that’s alright. We’re gonna just focus on the positives now. The negative is not worth mulling over anymore. The answers have long since stopped becoming apparent just by contemplation. Patience will do the trick now; the answer will surface when you’re not looking for it. So let’s look for something else instead. :)

“… do not believe that you will become much greater by never permitting anyone to raise himself above you. Do not glory in being self sufficient, in owing nothing to anyone; for then, in order to humour a false pride, you would condemn yourself to sterility.”

And what an apt time to stumble upon this. The idea of death of imagination scares me more than death of body. All that negativity, all things bad that have happened at home, all that excess anxiety and stress.. it’s time to do away with it all. Some things I cant change. But I can change myself. And why be so rigid in mind when change and new experiences are the essence of living? There may be a better way to live. I’m thankful for the people who put up with my shit. People I’d extinguish the sun for.

Look for the wizard; he’ll show you magic.

Mer d’Amour.

HELLOOOOOO to the remaining people still reading this little ol’ blog o’ mine.

Lack-of-time is the catchword of the day. The amount of items in mental my to-do-list is growing overwhelmingly. School is hectic (what’s new here) but Darren and I are always trying our best to spur each other on. But being the hedonistic creatures that we are, we always get sidetracked. Still, I’m worried that we’ll eventually forget the importance of entertainment. I’ve been lagging behind on my YT videos and I can hardly afford any GoogleReader clearing time. There’s so much new music to listen to, so many unwatched episodes of HIMYM, so many phonecalls not made, so many people I cannot give as much attention as I’d like to. Trainings and matches just take up so much of my time, leaving me exhausted everytime. But the people are nice and touch is fun. Thank god my tuition allows for flexible timing, that is something I’m very grateful for. I dont think I’d wanna take up the job at the tuition centre anymore even though it pays more. I need autonomy over my own time and I dont want to give that up for a couple of bucks. Or maybe I’m just saying this until I get really desperate. I need to pass my driving test soon because I’m losing $7 for every month that I dont. Holidays are here soon and I cant wait for the road trip. Any chance to get out of Singapore, I’d say Yes Please. Sigh, this keeping up with time thing can be so tiresome. Sometimes, I just want to say YA KNOW WHAT? FUCK THIS SHIT! in a nigga tone and go to sleep or go out to explore the woods and get lost in Wonderland. Actually, I wonder what’s holding me back. Why have I turned into them.

Ahhhhh, fuck. At least being around Darren makes me really really really happy, busy as a bee I may be.

Maintenance in Progress

I’ve lost my eloquence; Time Out.

There is a light that never goes out

Here’s a heart that’s going to be bigger than the sea,
atop of which angels float and sing.