What DOES a space turkey say?

4 down, 2 more to go!
4 down, 2 more to go!

I’m so sexcited I can feel it in mah fingers feel it in mah toes!! So much so that I let random squeals escape me like a fangirl and randomly pant like an orgasmized blown up doll. Oh, all the thing I’m gonna do. It’s not even like I have much planned for the holidays. Just the thought of FREIZEIT, oh FREIZEIT!!! What would I give. And then I realize I’m only so anxious for the holidays because my current quality of life SUCKS!!! But then again, arent we all in this together.

Forgetting about school for a while, I realize how much I like Melee. Yeah okay, so they’re a poppish boyband but it’s how carefree they always seem to be that really attracts me! A bunch of best friends living their dream, making music and making money, touring all over the globe, having so much fun. They look so happy and tight ALL THE TIME. And Chris performed Music of the Night on teh keyboard HALLO? And Ricky is always so poetic and deep. I like. Hmmm.

Anywayz, can you really delete someone from your memory forever? I think I can if I want to. Remembering is sometimes the shackles preventing you from enjoying every bit of a new thing.

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Oooh if I havent mentioned, I’m going to watch Muse and Yeah Yeah Yeahs and The Killers come 2010!!! That’s gonna be hellafuckin’ exciting!! I wonder who’s going too?

Toughen up, lil’ girl.

I hate it that I have to need to feel special sometimes.
I don’t want to need anything. I don’t need to feel anything at all.
When I don’t feel, everything will just be.
And we’ll all get along just fine.

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Only when your heart is
Only when your heart is
bulletproof, bulletproof
You know you’ll be handling the punches
Handling the punches
Quietly, quietly

I know you were influenced by movies
Influenced by movies
Watching this, watching this is taking you to thinking this is real, when thinking this is real, when happiness
happiness is all you know

Eat a slice of humble pie, bitch!

resarciate.

I just watched a spooky episode of Courage the Cowardly Dog!

I cleared some of my subscriptions on YouTube AND my GoogleReader.
I am not succumbing to Tumblr! (yet)

I listened to a ton of new music eg. Tegan & Sara and Julian Casablanca. The Strokes is coming to Singappore! Not. I wish they’d just come already!!

I finished my summariessss early today. But only because I didnt read the readings first. Ahh fuck ‘em.

I downloaded cool Firefox add-ons!! I am in glee just looking at them now. B-)))))

I finished watching HIMYM S4!!! Sharlene says not to watch S5 so I wont. Ted will never meet The One. HIMYM is just gonna be F.R.I.E.N.D.S v.2009

I tried installing my printer but that failed…

But that’s alright. We’re gonna just focus on the positives now. The negative is not worth mulling over anymore. The answers have long since stopped becoming apparent just by contemplation. Patience will do the trick now; the answer will surface when you’re not looking for it. So let’s look for something else instead. :)

“… do not believe that you will become much greater by never permitting anyone to raise himself above you. Do not glory in being self sufficient, in owing nothing to anyone; for then, in order to humour a false pride, you would condemn yourself to sterility.”

And what an apt time to stumble upon this. The idea of death of imagination scares me more than death of body. All that negativity, all things bad that have happened at home, all that excess anxiety and stress.. it’s time to do away with it all. Some things I cant change. But I can change myself. And why be so rigid in mind when change and new experiences are the essence of living? There may be a better way to live. I’m thankful for the people who put up with my shit. People I’d extinguish the sun for.

Look for the wizard; he’ll show you magic.